I really hate drama. People at some point got the misunderstanding that I like drama - I don't. Which makes me want to just stay away from people the older I get. I don't want to know who said what about who, I don't even care if it was said about me, just let me remain clueless and happy.
I don't think I have mentioned that my signo is awesome at making me feel like no one else in the world matters. I mean there are all these young hotties marching around AZ with little to nothing on and you would really think he sees none of it. I love him for that. No other guy was good with that - except ones I didn't care if they looked elsewhere. He really makes me feel loved. Even if there is a hottie about, he truly acts like she doesn't exist - actually acts a little nervous - and makes sure I know that he is all about me. I don't even know if he realizes he does it - but that is so dreamy to me. If you could invent a male - that is one of the qualities all women wish for . . . at least I do, and I got it with him. Now if only that would last. I am a pessimist when it comes to relationships. To put it bluntly, I suck at them. I can master pretty much everything else I want to in life, but not relationships. I actually cry at the Alan Jackson song "Remember then" not because it reminds me of someone - but because I always wanted that kind of love and never had it.
Dr. Chavez is wonderful. Did I mention that? I am working in his lab right now and he is my mentor. He wants to find a cure for breast cancer and I truly believe in his work and I hope and pray he does. He is awesome - just awesome. I just had to take the time to mention him and will again I am sure - he is truly wonderful . . .an angel sent from God . . . So I will end tonight with the lyrics from Alabama's song "Angel's Among Us" because it reminds me of him and so many others who have blessed my life . . .
I was walking home from school on a cold winter's day
Took a shortcut through the woods and I lost my way
It was getting late and I was scared and alone
Then a kind old man took my hand and led me home
Mama couldn't see him, but he was standing there
But I knew in my heart, he was the answer to my prayers
Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours
To show us how to live
To teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love
When life dealt troubled times and had me down on my knees
There's always been someone there to come along and comfort me
A kind word from a stranger to lend a helping hand
A phone call from a friend just to say I understand
Ain't it kind of funny at the dark end of the road
Someone lights the way with just a single ray of hope
Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours
To show us how to live
To teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love
They wear so many faces
Show up in the strangest places
Grace us with thier mercy
In our time of need
Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours
To show us how to live
To teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love
Took a shortcut through the woods and I lost my way
It was getting late and I was scared and alone
Then a kind old man took my hand and led me home
Mama couldn't see him, but he was standing there
But I knew in my heart, he was the answer to my prayers
Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours
To show us how to live
To teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love
When life dealt troubled times and had me down on my knees
There's always been someone there to come along and comfort me
A kind word from a stranger to lend a helping hand
A phone call from a friend just to say I understand
Ain't it kind of funny at the dark end of the road
Someone lights the way with just a single ray of hope
Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours
To show us how to live
To teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love
They wear so many faces
Show up in the strangest places
Grace us with thier mercy
In our time of need
Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours
To show us how to live
To teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love
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